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Warning

EXTREMELY HIGH EMOTIONAL CONTENT.
Proceed with caution.

Basics

Here's my nth attempt at creating a decent blogging site. I've had so many old blogs, and they're all rotting in cyberspace with memories that I'd rather not return to, so I'm starting from scratch. AGAIN.

I'm Fam. I've been around Planet Earth for 16 years and counting, though people often think I'm a lot older than my actual age (for who knows why). I love the color red, dark chocolate, bananas and breezy, sunny days.

I love dancing, singing out of nowhere, taking pictures, going on long, leisurely walks, enjoying food, writing to my heart's content, drawing, painting and indulging in crazy-sensible conversations with crazy-sensible people.

My moods swing like a pendulum, and yes, I am one of those people who overreact, over-think, and overeat. There's no better way to get to know me than to actually listen... and if you can, speak up. Don't worry, I won't bite... except if your grammar and intentions are atrocious. ;)

Tagboard


Archives

By post:
Je suis perdue :(
À mon Papa :)
Cinco de Mayo
C'est L'amour. :)
Original isn't always best.
Ignorance (just might be): my new BFF, too.
OMG. My girly side is aliiive! :O
De La Premier Mai et La Lune Complète ♥
God is my new BFF ;)
Presents Before my 17th Birthday :)

By month:
February 2010 / March 2010 / April 2010 / May 2010 / June 2010 / July 2010 / November 2010 / December 2010 / January 2011 /

Credits

Layout and codes by:dawnoflights
Images from: Foto_decadent
Textures: Dearest / Looks like rain
Icons from: furlights

Get out before hell breaks loose.

Tonight, I'm letting all my hatred go. And my blog is my only outlet. So yeah, there's no need to calm me down, and there's no use trying to confront me. My rage has finally taken over me. I'm sorry. Don't worry, though. After this blog post, I'll never speak of this or like this again.

I don't know who you are, but I HATE YOU.
Why do you linger for so long? GET OUT, DAMN IT!
You're crippling, poisoning, life-threatening
Your curse is a disgrace to those who once cared
or still do--hell, I don't know. I don't fucking know.
Why do you rob me of what I have?
Theft is in your breath--you suck in
everything I ever prayed for
Innocent? Perfect? KISS MY ASS!
You're cunning. You're ruining my life
and it sucks that you don't know it
Get out of here, find someone else to haunt!
Your face so alluring, to me is disgusting
the filth in your beauty is all I see
You bring out all the latent fury in me
Why are you there? Why won't you leave?
You are a leech, sucking life out the soul
You're a drug with the kiss of scornful death
Your scent is putrid, your sweetness sickening
I can't stand you, and yet
HE'S FUCKING ADDICTED TO YOU.
You unleash the assassin, the murderer in me
My hatred repressed, it sparks like a current
in my spine flowing, with my energy and rage
I want to scratch your face, I want your neck
you bring out the hatred in me
Because of your curse, your twisted sorcery
My blood boils hot then freezes cold
cold, deep down to the bone.

And you--you slave--why do you give in?
Why am I haunted? Why are your
wrists, all shackled and bruised
the only things I see?
Why do you let the blood drip onto my eyes?
What do I need to learn?
To learn how to kill someone?


For all of this, for all the nights
I'm losing sleep and shedding tears

I HATE HER.
I ABHOR HER.
I DETEST HER.
More than I can ever detest anyone in my entire life.

posted on Friday, May 7, 2010 @ 7:05 AM